A blog is the answer!

Do you ever get overly ambitious? You make resolutions - when it's not even New Year's and then you just drop them when they get too boring or hard to do.

Eye. eeee. I want to start a vlog like Shaycarl from youtube - vlog a year of my life and see how I change over time. (This also reminds me of when I saw a video of a girl who took one picture of herself everyday for a year or more and strung them together in a video and you can really see her age and change even though her hair and style was the same.) I know if I started a vlog and resolve to make one every day - I would make a few and then get lazy. I should never resolve to do something everyday for any length of time. Based on past experience - I always disappoint myself.

Immediate thoughts when I thought about vlogging life were - I have nothing interesting to say and people may not find me funny. Honestly, I'm pretty plain to look at but that doesn't even matter. Many people vlog for fame or for friends. I swear - that's not what I would be after. I just want an avenue to send thoughts out to a void called the internet. Often I package up all these thoughts in my head and pick the best ones to share with people in a neat envelope. But boo pretending and yay for spilling your guts and scaring people. ha.

Someday I may have the courage to start a vlog - but for now I'll just blog my heart out to the void...like Kathleen Kelly.

"I just want to send this...out into the void. So good night, dear void."